November 6, 1940
Vilna, Poland [now Vilnius, Lithuania]
Dear Sasha:
Yesterday, we received your letter of August 25. In the letter you ask for
warm clothing. You also write, that you just received my letter from
March. I am surprised that my letter took so long to reach you. But I am
glad that you finally received it, and that you could write a long letter
back.
I understand and I feel that you are in good spirits. I am glad that you
are pleased with our letters, so I will try to write more often. But it is
so difficult to pick up a pen and write in German. I think that my written
German is neither German nor French, and is as full of mistakes as swimming
after a rain. But what shall I do? I am writing it as it goes, and
hopefully you will understand it.
Also Saschenka, as I write I am reading your last letter, and I have the
impression that I speak to you. I feel your presence next to me like you
are here before my eyes. I remember all the different experiences which
you had in your life: the Army, and the sufferings, and also the happiness
which your parents and all of us had together. I remember all the
sufferings we had the whole time until we received the news from you that
you were among the living. Yes, all that is in the past. Now, we live
with the hope that you will return home, and you will be able to thank your
parents for everything.
Last week your mother wrote about you to the Consulate of the USSR in Berlin
to register you as a citizen of the USSR, so that you should be released.
She sent them a notarized copy of your Russian citizenship. Probably, you
have already received from your camp Commandant of Stalag VIIIA an
application to the Consulate of the USSR. Your mother sent the application
to your camp Commandant, and asked him to forward it to you. She does as
much as is humanly possible for you. Also, your parents are concerned with
all the packages that they send you. They have changed the rules about
the packages. For every parcel you need to have a new license from the
Ministry in Kaunas. It is very difficult to get one, it takes a few weeks.
Your mother has already made several applications, and as soon as she
receives one she will send a package. Hopefully, you received the last
package.
Yes, Sasha, I will tell you that no parents are bad parents, but your
parents are something special, and it should give you inspiration. Thank
God, you have a good home to come back to. Should we just live to that time
that the war should end, and it should end as soon as possible. From the
children Rivka, Benjamin, Rachel we often receive letters. They are all
well. Rachel has a pretty daughter and Benjamin a good son. Rivka
[pages are missing]
Asher Zitler
[Signature of Shep's father]